With arms stretch out, I cast my heart onto the proverbial sword.
It isn't set in stone yet, but I think it is. I've told Dale I what I am willing to do.
I do this willingly, for we do have a choice, but the end result is not favourable, and that is where I must keep my eyes. I have never shed so many tears in my life, I have never lost a child. Today I feel like I did, in so many ways, and not just because of fate but also of cowardice, and that is what I find most shameful of all.